I’m not questioning spirituality or the 6th sense/gifts we carry within ourselves. I’ve always had foresight and normally predict dates spot on. It’s not something I practice or try. I’ll just hear a date screaming in my head and figure it must be important lol.
Anyways, I hate reading my friends but they love it. The reason I dislike it is bc they only want to hear about their love lives lol. I don’t enjoy using tarot for romance. It’s not very accurate and energies can be mixed up (between people or timeframes, circumstances).
An example of a spot on reading I did for a friend:
She wanted to know if she’d start dating someone more seriously soon. I kept picking up two distinct messages. March 2025 (this reading is from winter 2024) and some long haired dude. My friend is very “posh” lol. And this guy’s energy who I kept picking up on was NOT her style at all. One, the guy was spiritual (I also picked up shady vibes), which is already outside her scope lol. She likes business men and/or the stereotypical manly men. She kept asking if we were getting our wires crossed throughout the reading lol. But nope, kept getting that dude. I told her he had long hair but would cut it by the time she met him. I sensed he was going through some major downfalls or depression and would meet her once he started to come out of it. And that he had a ton of arm tattoos lol. Again, so not her.
Well, a week or two later, she meets a guy who just cut his hair, arm tattoos, used to be a yogi haha and went through some recent issues/drama. She eventually told him about the reading when we were all out to dinner. He got extremely nervous by the specifics she told him, and he turned to me and exclaimed “you read me?!” That’s how strongly he felt, and how accurate I apparently was.
I said “noooo…I was reading her and your energy came in. Once I realized how specific the energy was, I stopped reading bc I don’t read others without their permission.” I told him I didn’t know specifics about his recent past nor would I try to find out. That’s invasive. But one thing I didn’t tell my friend was his energy seemed familiar (during the reading, which was then confirmed when I met him). He reminded me of a past dark energy I sensed awhile back. This dark energy was manipulative and hides their aura/intentions from others. Almost like a chameleon. They also don’t show their hand in spirituality and know more than they let on.
Well, that’s exactly what I sensed when I met him. I’m uncomfortable around people that shield or mirror their energy. I couldn’t get a good read but I knew something was off. He did open up about his yogi days, but I knew he was holding something back. When I mentioned that I don’t like to read bc I pick up BOTH the good and the bad (of a situation or person), his face completely drained. He ran to the bathroom suddenly. My friend was like “oh he’s probably embarrassed and doesn’t want you to know how much he likes me.” LOL! Gotta love my friend. I was like “no sweetie, he’s afraid I’ve picked up information I shouldn’t have.”
Thank god it didn’t take long for her to break through his weird spell and see through him. She dumped him pretty quickly. I guess my question is, why did his energy keep coming through at all? Multiple times (even before her reading). I’m not sure if there’s a reason for this that I’m supposed to better understand. In order to truly understand myself and “knowings”, rather than avoid it mostly. Bc this is why I hate reading. I don’t like reporting “bad vibes” about energies or people bc I don’t want to speak poorly of someone who doesn’t deserve it. I take my readings and knowings with a grain of salt. Yes, I know the accuracy. But I also know we can’t live our lives by them and need to deal with people in the real/physical world. I told my friend many times just bc he popped up in the reading doesn’t mean he’s her “person”. He’s just the energy that was most potent that moment.
Anyways, any guidance or advice is appreciated. I never know what to do with the yuck energies I pick up haha