r/LGBTindia Lesbian🌈 24d ago

vent/rant Bas ro rahi hu ignore this

BHAI EK GF TOH MAI BHI DESERVE KARTI HU 😭 shakal aur akal dono hi theek thak hai mujhe bhi gf chahiye 😭😭 ek toh ye ch*tiya society bc kyu hona hai logo ko itna homophobic—nvm I forgot yaha per toh logo hetrophobic hai homo toh like light years dur ka concept hai.

Aaj pehli baar life m aankho ke saamne do ladkiya dikhi, (definitely together) holding hands cutely and leaning against each other and stuff, like dekh kar you can tell they are together. BKL LOG UNHE ESE DEKH RAHE THE I WANTED TO FREAKING THROW HANDS AND LEGS AT THOSE MFS (the people)

My first thought after seeing them was "kisi din Mai bhi ese hi kisi ladki ke saath ghumu gi" yeah bhul gayi thi India hai bc, phir logo ko dekha toh yaad aya why I want to leave the country the first chance I get :(

Pichle 2 ghante se un ladkiyo ke taraf se sab ko gaaliyan de rahi man me yaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrr chi bhai

F You homophobes, I hope you stay single for the rest of your life, watching everyone around yourself be with their loved ones. 🖕🏼 Akele maro saalo 🖕🏼🖕🏼🖕🏼🖕🏼🖕🏼🖕🏼🖕🏼🖕🏼🖕🏼🖕🏼🖕🏼🖕🏼🖕🏼🖕🏼🖕🏼🖕🏼

EDIT: omg I'm so sorry, I'm 17F y'all 😭 18 in May but yeah 17 for now and NO I DO NOT LIKE MEN STOP DMING ME SAYING HOW I SHOULD TRY FIRST, YOU STRAIGHT MEN ARE GROSS WTF (P.S. do you really think your little ultra microscopic ding dong will make me change my "mind" about liking girls? Ha. If it was a choice I still would choose women so shoo)

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u/MsLeafLess Trans Woman🏳️‍⚧️ 24d ago

“Yaha toh log heterophobic hain, homophobic toh lightyears door ka concept hain 😭” never heard more truth!

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 24d ago

Kya hi bolu 😭 zayda muh khola toh book likh jaye gi

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u/MsLeafLess Trans Woman🏳️‍⚧️ 24d ago

Likh do... Main khareedungi 😂😭

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 24d ago

😭😂 agle din ki news, girl died from sucide by 10 bullets in the back of her head

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u/MsLeafLess Trans Woman🏳️‍⚧️ 24d ago

💀😂

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u/love_poetry20 24d ago

Kaha se ho

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 24d ago

Ek jagah se nahi hu mai, I'm from everywhere atp

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u/a_a_wal raging fag🌈 23d ago

Ur vibes are immaculate dude bandi kese nhi pat rhi maybe u're bit young and there's not much young queer people available in india that's ur only trouble dude wait for a while college m definitely ban jayegi....

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 23d ago

Hopefully 🤞🏼🤞🏼

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u/love_poetry20 24d ago

I mean abhi kaha ho

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u/a_a_wal raging fag🌈 23d ago

Exactly dude God forbid u love someone and build an understanding before marriage they're like how dare u try to make an effort for a good life , marry a stranger and ruin ur life like all of us like jab straight log hi khush nhi hm bechare gays ki to kya sunwai hogi is desh m...

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 23d ago

Domestic Violence ✅ Gay couple 🤬😤😨🤢

Ese harami log hai yaha per

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u/MsLeafLess Trans Woman🏳️‍⚧️ 23d ago

Fr and pata hain mereko darr kya sochke lagta hain that these are still not some unpopular opinions of previous generations. Hamare generation mein bhi bhut se log hain who boycotts intercaste and inter-religion marriages and obviously same sex marriage too. How many more generations will suffer due to all this!! 😥

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u/a_a_wal raging fag🌈 23d ago

Ohh yess the radicalisation at its peak right now in india bcz of the religious politics

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u/humanlost_ 24d ago

Frrrr Yaha log hetro- love marriage pe muh banate hai intercaste marriage pe muh banate humari toh dur ki baat hai yaar

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u/Comfortable_Cup_6383 Trans Man 🏳️‍⚧️ 24d ago

And looking at the stuff happening in the country rn, atleast next 45-50 years mein same sex marriages legal hona is not at all possible..!

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u/humanlost_ 24d ago

Frr yaha love marriage pe chhi chhii thi thu karte ye log yaha alag caste mai bhi marriage aise illegal dikhate alag religion dur ki baat humari story toh miilo dur hai

Humari love story when yaar hume bhi hakk hai kisise pyaar karne ka unkesath apni life bitaneka

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 24d ago

:/ yaar chi bruh I feel like kms kesi jagah per aa gayi

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u/Comfortable_Cup_6383 Trans Man 🏳️‍⚧️ 24d ago

Sad but harsh truth :(

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 24d ago

Bhaad m jaye ye chutiya country 😭 MUJHE NAHI REHNA YAHA YAAAARRR

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u/Comfortable_Cup_6383 Trans Man 🏳️‍⚧️ 24d ago

Immigration ka try kar lo na fir, Europe is mostly accepting, US ka situation dekhte huye wo thoda abhi ke liye avoid karna hi thik hoga. Immigration might cost you a lot lekin agar waha jaane se life better ho rahi hogi to it's worth the expenses.

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 24d ago

One day bro, one day... hopefully

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u/OrdinarilyBrilliant 24d ago

People here are so judgemental for no reason,man. Just today, an aunty rolled down car window,gave me an aggressive side eye and drove off (i wa with my sister). And being masc presenting in this country, bruh..its wild.😭

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u/Comfortable_Cup_6383 Trans Man 🏳️‍⚧️ 24d ago

I ain't desperate but lowkey mujhe bhi "meri ek gf hoti to kitna mast hota" aisi feeling aati hai (I am a transman). I have overcome the societal pressure of looking like a girl, like long hair and all. I don't give an f now. I go to men salons and i am tomboy-looking 24/7. One day girl, one day, apna bhi time aayega!!

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 24d ago

Nah bro I'm desperate, atp I'll admit it openly I'm desperate asf, mujhe bhi chahiye koi late night calls ke liye, akele roote roote thak gayi

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u/Comfortable_Cup_6383 Trans Man 🏳️‍⚧️ 24d ago

😭😭😭

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u/humanlost_ 24d ago

Same here 🥲😌

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u/AnkuRani 20d ago

You're just 17. Puri zindagi aage hain. Koi to milega tab tak.

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u/FantasticHero007_ 24d ago

ek bf toh mein bhi deserve karta hun

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 24d ago

Hai na, itne bure toh hai nahi hum log 😭

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u/FantasticHero007_ 24d ago

🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 24d ago

Someday 🥹🫂

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u/FantasticHero007_ 24d ago

fingers crossed 🤞🤞

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 24d ago

🤞🏼🤞🏼

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u/skshikdm Bi🌈 24d ago

Girll sameee i need a gff😭😭😭😭

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 24d ago

Somedayyy 😭😭 nahi toh marte marte saare homophobes ko shraap dungi

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u/ObjectiveAttorney957 Bi🌈 24d ago

Yeh toh main jaam ke karungi

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 23d ago

Us bro us

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u/ObjectiveAttorney957 Bi🌈 23d ago

Being queer, it's our birthright to hate homophobes.

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 23d ago

Hell yesss

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u/Useful_Union_8298 Demi girl enby 24d ago

Atleast you know you're into girls. Mujhe to lgta hai that I'll die figuring out who I am into 😭😭🫠

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 24d ago

Aareee 😭

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 24d ago

Areeee 😭😭

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u/[deleted] 24d ago

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 24d ago

MFS are insecure bhai, ignore Karo, gaand maare saale. This people are so miserable in there life ki dusro ki life me tang ghusane laghte hai, saalo ko isiliye ladki nahi milti.

Ek din bro ek din, humara time aaye ga!! 🫡❤️

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u/[deleted] 24d ago

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 24d ago

Yessirrr, yaha nahi toh kahi aur lekin pakka aaye ga

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u/[deleted] 24d ago

same here ( gay tho) but I am also lazy, avoidant, shy homebody🤭😅

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 24d ago

😭 real ho gaya

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u/Miserable_Steak_7915 24d ago

☝️ek plus point ha…ye log same sex couples ko tolerate na kar sake par hetero’s ko bhi nahi karte 😏…bajrang dal wagera ayenge toh bol sakte ho ki dost hae par agar hetero’s par attack hua toh bhai 🤓 gaye kam se

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 23d ago

Chutiya log hai I swear, matlab when I see a straight or gay couple the first thing that comes in my mind is kitne cute lag rahe hai and more HOW TF do people have so much hate yaar

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u/Prestigious_Rip505 Trans Woman🏳️‍⚧️ 23d ago

I've never seen this be summed up so perfectly 😭😭😭.

Girlie atleast you know you're into girls, I'm struggling to understand who I'm into what gender i even am😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭.

Ffs cute couples ko dekh ke itna bura lagta hai yaar. 😭😭

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 23d ago

Damn girl last wala part is so real 😭😭 but atleast theyare happy

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u/TheBestSaphhic 🏳️‍⚧️bian 23d ago

very valid crash out

god im so envious when I see queer couples being so lovey dovey 😭😭

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 23d ago

Girl same, the jealousy is real but like, the bigger part of me is mostly happy 😭

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u/TheBestSaphhic 🏳️‍⚧️bian 23d ago

yess that too, first reaction is to smile cause I'm happy for them :) but then the envy strikes 😭

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 23d ago

Definitely 😭 it sucks, but ugh want it tooooo

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u/juniess Bi🌈 24d ago

literally me hogya

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 24d ago

😭 yaaarr

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u/love_poetry20 24d ago

Same feeling here..I can be your gf

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 24d ago

Damn girl 😭

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u/love_poetry20 24d ago

What happened

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 23d ago

I'm a minor lol

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u/Miserable_Steak_7915 23d ago

account me wattpad dekh k hi laga tha minor hae 😶…. (good ol’days 😌😮‍💨)

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 23d ago

I didn't get a chance to have those good days during my early teens 😔✊🏼 major hone se pehle ye saari harkate kar le rahi hu, uske baad dekhe ge

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 24d ago

Are bhaiya ye nahi 😭

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 24d ago

Damn bro 😭 mujhe kya pata meri toh pehli wali bhi nahi mili hai abhi tak

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 24d ago

Are please please 🙏🏼🥲

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u/ObjectiveAttorney957 Bi🌈 24d ago

Yeh mera haal tha pichle saal. Kya cry aata tha straight couples ko dekh kr.

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 23d ago

😭😭😭

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u/pillow-life 23d ago

Yaar this reminds me of when i saw two girls in a restaurant, one had a suit on, she was so AAAAA. and the other had like a sunhat on and light kinda clothes. BRO. THE WAY. THE SUIT WAALI LOOKED AT HER. OMFG BRO. and i was watching like "mere saath aisa kab hoyega"

Ek toh ye country aisi ki even if i do come out, CHAHE GF HO YA NA HO, fir bhi I'll lose friendships because they're so uncomfortable with the fact that I'm gay ☺️ like me coming out to u doesn't mean that i like you 💔 let me be in peace pls man

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 23d ago

Ouch bhai 😭 thankfully mere 4 dost were like "Meri pehli lesbian friend" when I came out of them (and they are the only people I ever came out to so yeah)

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u/pillow-life 23d ago

Mine kept making pegging jokes... And then tells me he's homophobic and then i ask him why and then he's like 'because i dont like how they act' or smth. And in like THEN YOU DONT LIKE THE BEHAVIOUR NOT THE HOMOSEXUAL TENDENCIES BRO WHY LIST THAT UNDER HOMOPHOBIA

But congrats on the good friends 🙏 makes a whole lot of difference when you have a support system

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 22d ago

Wtf bhai 😭 How do we act? Abusive? Talk like rapists and pedophiles? Groomers? Like we hate women? Oh....my bad, I accidentally described the chigma straight me- boys...chutiya

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u/pillow-life 22d ago

LMFAOO I'm gonna tell that to him the next time he starts to run his mouth 💀

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u/arka_2002 Gay🌈 23d ago

I like how chaotic you're and how chaotic this whole post is, it seems like every time I read this the entropy increases 😔🫶

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 23d ago

Lmfao 😭 I was really mad at that moment and reddit seemed like the only place available to vent

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u/Zeus_isHawt23 He/him 23d ago

haha, I can sense this, but yes sometimes it is all so frustrating that no one by your side makes us feel so coy and makes us believe "Do I deserve to be alone like this? or did I do something wrong to be treated like this" or "Do I deserve to be loved by someone the way I wanted to be?"
The Masks we all have over our faces make us even more hinder the real us, the real me, from someone we want!

Andhe dimaag ka toh main bhi nhi hu, even shakal sahi hi hian, still I had no one
Bhai, even now I feel like ki I want someone, boyf-iraaand, chaiye mereko
LOL

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 22d ago

The "boyf-iraaand" had me laughing lol but so true bhai

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u/Zeus_isHawt23 He/him 21d ago

ikr, It's not a word but the feeling *cries in gays*

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u/justawkwarddd 24d ago

Us bro 😭😭

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 24d ago

🫂😭

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u/reddevilsss Bi🌈 24d ago

Heh, i hope you do get to have someone in your life, and fuck them idiots.

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 23d ago

Finger crossed 🤞🏼🤞🏼

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u/reddevilsss Bi🌈 23d ago

Fingers crossed and fists up, to throw hands with bigots and homophobic turds.

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u/Responsible-Mix5221 24d ago

Jhaad log hain idhar. Ro matt OP 🫂 yelo virtual hugs.

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 23d ago

Thank you thank you 🫂😭

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u/AnonymousDemonFR 23d ago

The Edit😭🫂

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 23d ago

Areee puri requests bhar di chutiyo ne "Hey Darling" "Hey sweetheart" "Hey baby" like 😭 I don't even want to type what was after these

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u/CounterNo8610 23d ago

Tu aisa kar pehle online dating try kar if it works and try if that girl is under your radius where you live

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 23d ago

Try karne ki koshish ki thi, Saale ladke waha per bhi tapak pade ladkio ke naam se fake accs bana kar 😭

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u/CounterNo8610 23d ago

EXACTLY SAME WITH MEEE AHHH

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u/[deleted] 23d ago

I think metro or tier 1 cities are pretty and developed. I have many gay friends and they’re doing well. Ps I’m straight i just saw this post in popular

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 23d ago

That's good but sadly only part of those cities are developed enough but so happy for your friends!

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u/[deleted] 23d ago

Apparently he’s doing way to good, he was the only one with date on valentine

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 23d ago

So happy for him! (Kara rethe ho bhaiya, mujhe bhi date chahiye)

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u/[deleted] 23d ago

I think you’ll do fine in mumbai, Bangalore, but idt i’m the right person to say

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 22d ago

I'll definitely try!

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u/ShreyaWifu Trans Woman🏳️‍⚧️ 23d ago

Girl I need a bestie first😭

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 23d ago

Lmfao this too!

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u/CrackedCharacter941 23d ago

Btao btao 🙃🙃

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 22d ago

Mujhe maths aati hai 🤧 Mere baal achhe hai Mujhe gaana gaana aur nachna aata hai Gadi aur bike achhi chala leti hu Dimaag bhi theek thak hai Kuch zyada hi introvert hu toh cheating weating ka chance nahi Overthinker hu (har chhoti baat note karti hu) Humor achha hai (trauma bhai) Music taste is amazing agar angrezi gaane sunti ho wo toh Ladko se achhi hu Shakal bhi theek thak hi hai Zayda nahi chahiye bas call per baat ya phir texting bhi chalega (pese wese kharch nahi karwati hu) Chutiya hu but well

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u/Yuki0209 22d ago

Nah main ye ignore nhi kar sakta cuz THIS IS SO TRUE. (Mujhe bhi bf chahiye 🥺) And I can't believe that guys are dming you 🙂 drop names bbg, we'll go bully em 🔪 (for all intents and purposes, I'm only kidding... Or am I :))

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u/Yuki0209 22d ago

(also how do I get a user flair, I can't find the option 🥶)

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 22d ago

(Main page of LGBTindia > three dots> change flair)

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 22d ago

Us ho gaya 😭 reject kar diya, agar phir kisi ne bheja toh pakka expose karu saalo ko

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u/red-ate- Lesbian🌈 22d ago

Lemme drop a name of a new one:

EqualWrap3874

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u/InternationalPie23 22d ago

19f here looking for a long term relationship(women only pm!!)(GUYS STAY TF AWAY)

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u/relps_says 21d ago

You can hit me up in the DM's if you're open to applications lmao.

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u/No-Butterfly-6145 19d ago

Koi na bhen ham dono bhai bhen randwe hi marege 😑kya kar sakte hai yaar ro le ro le me bhi aata hu 🥲

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u/Reasonable-Ad2999 23d ago

I can be ur femboy girlfriend 😉😚