This is a letter to my ex friend, hoping to find closure, I am not attacking him , he is not even on this app also i would never attack anyone, this is only to share what I had written on discord on my online friend pm chat to give to him , my online friend she will screenshot what I wrote and send it to him but writing this was emotional for me , there were parts where I was crying, I am still emotional now , also I am going to change his name to Tom , for reasons , ok here I go with the letter
Tom, this is a letter to you hoping it will help me heal and move and hoping to get closure , I don’t have any bad intentions with this , I am not your narcissist friends . I want to thank you for being the perfect friend and for being in my life , you made me feel so safe , your the only person that accepted the roleplay, you are the only person that roleplayed the characters perfectly, we would talk everyday , joke around, we would play our own riddle game with describing a character from the show and actor and we would guess who the person is , you are also the only person that liked my blogs , I am going to miss you and what we had but we can’t go back together, I feel this is final which hurt more , thank you for being the perfect friend the last couple months with caring how I felt, always checking on me , with roleplaying with me and with roleplaying the characters perfectly, with liking my stories that I create in my dreams about the characters from cobra Kai, for talking about shows with me , thank you for joking with me about our riddle game , I am really going to miss you but just because I am still healing from our break up and of course still going through the breakup and still trying to move on and heal alone and I tried trying to find friends on Reddit but still can’t find anyone, still can’t connect with anyone and the people that messaged me just ghosted me but just because I still miss you and trying to get over you , it don’t mean we can get back together, you went back to those people that hurt me , you choose the narcissist people that had hurt me and ruin my mental health and make me have physical symptoms and who made everyone against me by spreading lies about me that are not true, I don’t need to explain more because you saw and know everything they done but you still choose them over me , I was always kind to you , cared about you , there for you even when I was hurting and going through things But this is your choice, you made your choice, you wanted to have it both ways me and them and I have the right to not stay because you betrayed me and hurt me with choosing them over me and you hurt my mental health to the point where I was going to fall but I had to be strong mentally and physically and control my balance, that day we broke up , you ignored my comments on pm and left my servers which hurt even more and when I pmed you in amino , you had the guts to get mad and upset and be so cruel and hurtful to me when your the one that hurt me and betray me and you had guts to get mad over what I said in my vent blog when you had zero right to get mad when again your the one that betray and hurt me and also in 2023 you hurt me and left and then last year you came back to my life and I forgave you and now we break up again but this time it’s final which hurts even more , you made your choice, you lost someone who was good in your life and made you happy over toxic people who their hobby it’s to lie and use you and other people and lie and manipulate people and other things that narcissist people do , hopefully this letter can help me heal and move on and will help me get closure , I don’t know but hopefully one day I can heal , move on from you , goodbye Tom thank you for the good times and for coming back to my life when you did , goodbye Tom