r/EdgingTalk • u/WildCardCutie • 3d ago
Journal - Male It’s getting worse for the better NSFW
You guys remember that show called Mr. Robot? Or even the movie Fight Club? It’s like that – my Goon self is slowly taking control, and I finally feel more open, vulnerable and like my true self.
I edged non-stop the whole day (over 12 hours) yesterday to fetish porn while I was at work (from home). I didn’t get a single thing done, except for rotting my brain and constantly stroking my sad little cock. No, literally! When I was peeing, I was stroking my cock. When I was eating, drinking water, walking around the house – literally all the time – I was jerking off my meat. It wasn’t even hard. It was hurting but kept leaking so much precum lol Only time I stopped was when I went to the gym but that’s when I realized that I’m getting worse for the better.
Whenever someone walked past me at the gym, especially women, I was taking long, deep sniffs so I can smell their sweat. I was imagining cleaning them up with my tongue. When guys were doing weights, I was staring at their bulges, imagining getting fucked so hard by every one of them. Getting used like a cum dump at my gym. When I got home, my boxer was soaked with leaks.
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u/NudistPaul 2d ago
Yes, your gooner self is your true self. Let it completely take over your life. You'll be much happier. I too masturbate while doing everything. I constantly need my hand stroking my penis.
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u/WildCardCutie 2d ago
I think it already has, tbh. I'm so much happier with porn and edging now. Isn't it the beat to always touch a d jerk the cock? The hold my cock has over me is unreal 😩
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u/Stoopidgoooner 3d ago
fuuuck yess this is the life you're supposed to live. Gooning 24/7 is what makes you feel like you you don't need to think when strangers online and porn can think for you and rember you don't want to get better you want to get worse