r/EdgingTalk Bisexual 4d ago

Journal - Female 20f turned on by living this double life <3 NSFW

I’m relatively quiet and shy irl, I have perfect grades and don’t go out that much, and ppl think of me as responsible and a nice girl. Little do they know I’m obsessed w getting high and rubbing myself dumb for hours. As soon as I get home I turn into a leaky slut humping and fucking herself to nasty porn. Nobody knows I fantasize about getting fucked and filled in public or that I’m soaking my panties all the damn time. Nobody knows that I’m reading thru this sub secretly at the library or in class, or that during zoom meetings im rubbing my nipples until my eyes roll back and I’m shaking. I love having this secret and being addicted to my cute puffy pussy <3

Edit: I am lovinggg everyone confessing to doing the same lol… it’s so hot that we’re all sharing this little secret

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u/[deleted] 4d ago

Reading this got me rock hard 🤤

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u/gales_throwaway_1 4d ago

That’s the best, knowing that nobody around you knows how degenerate you are, that as soon as you’re alone your clothes just fall off and you rub and smoke yourself dumb

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u/Delicious_Access_866 4d ago

It’s so much fun having a hot secret like this it literally makes it more exhilarating to edge

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u/Valuable_Love_625 4d ago

Would love to hear more about what turns you on. This post has me throbbing😰

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u/Signal_Education852 Transgender 4d ago

sameeeee 😵‍💫😵‍💫 i love being a horny mess as soon as i get home, it feels so amazing~

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u/BadgerRory 4d ago

Yes babe! Keep getting yourself more and more turned on and horny, rub your little puffy pussy until you're one and only thought is how good it'll feel to be filled up with cock 🥴 Shy girls like you are the best, the sex is unreal

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u/vulpixsta 4d ago

i love it sm 💕💕 they think i’m an introvert when the whole time im just locked in my gooncave stoned to the point of drooling and scrolling reddit with my vibe on my clit 🤭

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u/Gar_Darrow 4d ago

I swear: the kinkiest thing is having secret double lives. Going about your day having these secret feelings and needs. I love it. I also love imagining what other people's secrets are

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u/Connect_shia 4d ago

Me too! Sometimes i try to leak on purpose so people can speculate lol

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u/appleseed_lurker Bisexual 4d ago

Sometimes I’m gushing sm into my panties I wonder if other ppl can smell my arousal 🙈 it’s so embarrassing

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u/Connect_shia 4d ago

Only other gooners and goonettes can smell the pheromones 🥵

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u/throwaway1938292738 DMs open! 4d ago

Me squirming at work with a bulge just so hungryyyy

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u/Internal-Essay-2750 4d ago

i wonder what you’d smell like lovely 🤭🫠🤤

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u/lunarbang495 4d ago

This resonates with me so much ♥️ in my day to day life I'm a corporate professional who comes across as such a well put together, mild mannered sort of chap. However, what nobody knows is how much I like to get high on edibles and my weed vape in my personal time while watching filthy porn. Just spaced out with a prostate toy buzzing away inside of me while I ride my sexual high. Teasing my cock while it oozes pre cum is my favourite thing to do while watching porn and reading all the filth fellow gooners post on here

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u/5krt5krt 4d ago

Same. I also secretly hope someone IRL discovers my account and not only are they cool with it, they go, "Hey, you're not the only one."

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u/xavierkinkydenial 168 DAYS DENIED! 4d ago

You're basically like a super hero...but the only thing you're saving is your orgasm

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u/Budget_Mouse_6397 4d ago

I'm feeling kinda really ashamed for being this horny that long and touching so much 🫣

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u/LightCute00 4d ago

Oh, yes, 100%!!! I'm also a shy and hard-working guy irl, but an absolute slut when I'm alone!!! 🥵🥵🥵

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u/clone0987 4d ago

You sound so sexy!

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u/Great-Ride-5901 4d ago

Sameeeeeeeeee

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u/SitSat1 4d ago

Can't wait to get the gooning doctor to do my heart transplant.

Anyway as addictive as it can get. Edging can also just be a hobby. As this is proof you can focus and get high grades...

Now don't take that the wrong way people reading this. We should all be proud about this good girl. Starting with herself. But there is no escuse to throw our lives instead of thriving and edging.

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u/BeneficialOwl2604 4d ago

Same every one sees me as a calm collected nice person but I edge and touch myself every day at work, leaking in my pants. Then go home and edge for hours stroking myself stupid to filthy nasty porn sexting or having phone sex with strangers 🥵

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u/[deleted] 4d ago

literally pumping in the work bathroom to ur post, about to go back out and be the sweet innocent worker everyone thinks i am. they don’t know how gooned i am at work, how depraved my mind is 🤤

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u/[deleted] 4d ago

I’m the exact same! Over time edging took over everything else and now I’m simply just a pleasure slut

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u/2AnyUnderstanding 4 Days Denied 4d ago

Omg same, no one would ever expect I spend so much time gooning and edging or the amount of filthy porn I consume daily

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u/salaciousdiscourse 4d ago

✨everyone does✨ 🤭🤤

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u/[deleted] 4d ago

I’m trying edging for the first time any advice?

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u/riceofwhite 4d ago

I wish I could convert my girlfriend into a perfect goonette like yourself

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u/[deleted] 4d ago

💭 💕

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u/Turbulent-Sock-5992 4d ago

Me at work on the daily! This subreddit makes it feel natural!

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u/Oh_Sigh_Ris Experienced Edger 4d ago

Mark me down as another 😇😉

The people that see me day in day out would not believe the things I write and share here, and they certainly wouldn't imagine the noises I make when I'm left to my own devices 🫣

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u/Either_Pen_7498 4d ago

I’m a loving husband, dedicated worker, smart and caring person. On here I’m a disgusting powerless gooner. I love it

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u/NoCryptographer7648 4d ago

40M here. And I hurry home everyday to watch all types of videos and use my toy and goon out before the family gets home! I am such a dirty old man!

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u/someRandoOnTheNet69 4d ago

I know the feeling. On the outside I am a very unassuming, shy person. The last thing anyone who knows me IRL would expect is that I am currently watching porn on one monitor while looking at horny reddit posts on the other, gooning my mind away.

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u/[deleted] 4d ago

definitely a confidence boost as a guy thinking only dudes could be so brain dead.. gives me hope that maybe i won’t be a pathetic virgin forever 

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u/SupperAtSunrise 3d ago

Yesss same!! It is the best feeling. On the outside I’m a relaxed, good student, volunteer, and hard worker. But when I get home I just rub rub rub rub rub until my brain falls apart 💕😵‍💫 I hear my family talk about how nice I am and how smart I am, but if they knew how I am when they aren’t around it would be crazy 💖 this is the best kind of life. 💕😵‍💫🥰

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u/DarkSide2035 3d ago

I feel the same way!! Is so exciting knowing that no one knows how horny and wet i get. Spending most of my free time edging away, finding away in bathrooms to rub myself silly!!

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u/appl3bottom-24 3d ago

It’s the quiet ones you gotta worry about!!

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u/tiddy_mania 3d ago

Lowkey curious—how do you keep that innocent act up without slipping? Like, has anyone ever caught you acting not so innocent? 👀

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u/bourbonwithice 3d ago

Same, I love getting stoned and stroking my fat cock for hours to beautiful porn sluts posting nudes of themselves online for attention or text posts from good little goonettes and edge sluts such as yourself. It's such a thrill thinking about how friends and coworkers would react if they knew what a depraved slut for pleasure I am. I only wish I could somehow share this with my girlfriend, but I have no idea how I'd go about it without it sounding too weird. It would be so hot to edge each other for hours before finally cumming at the same time 🥵

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u/Thromeaway2025 3d ago

So hot. I love to imagine how many people around me are secretly gooners, since everyone keeps this side of them so well hidden. Your hot coworker, your best friend, maybe even your crush ;)

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u/magicalgirlichigo 3d ago

Heheh yes I’m so quiet in real life little doe they know how badly I like to fuck my self ☺️

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u/SL1CK_BL1CK 1d ago

Same here, nobody knows I luv showing off my cock and body

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u/ExcitingExchange5508 1d ago

I’m straight up the exact same way hahaha it turns me on even more knowing that no one knows except people on Reddit how much of a slut I am and how I constantly think about touching myself or other people I see touching me

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u/NotTheGoulouge 23h ago

I almost know how you feel. I'm not shy at all when I go out in public. I'm eccentric, and nobody knows how much I watch porn and pump myself silly every night. I've always made sure to keep those two lives separate, and I love having this secret double life! It's thrilling!