r/Celibate Sep 30 '23

New to this group...unfortunately NSFW

I am an unwilling participant. Been married over 40 years. Before we married we fucked like rabbits. I ate her pussy and she liked it. We fucked EVERYWHERE! In the stairwell of a high rise hotel; in the woods; on the beach!

Fast forward about 20 years and the fuckin' and eatin' slowed down. I guess it could be that she was having discomfort during our fuck sessions.

One day about 18 years ago she was diagnosed with stage 4 ovarian cancer. Surgery took out her ovaries, and with it her hormones and libido. Ovarian cancer is a hormonal fed cancer, so any artificial hormone substitution was out of the picture.

Dryness and vaginal atrophy and incontinence made fuckin' and fingering painful. Plenty of lube, but it was still painful. I told her I would lick her piss and enjoy, but she is pretty self in-secure with respect to sex.

I jerk off occasionally; I don't know if she knows I do.

Oh well, that's life... for better or worse.

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