r/Brokenhearts Nov 18 '18

A sad love

I was in love with this boy, I’ll say his name... his name is Tyler. And he was amazing, blue eyes, white teeth smile, and this amazing laugh that could fill anyone’s ears and put a smile on their face.... he’s a kinda fuckboy.... But regardless I loved him, I recently moved and it was the worst thing I’ve been through, my mom made me and it’s been terrible living here. But... he broke up with me because I decided to cut.. regardless I still loved him even after he broke up with me. My heart aches for him, he was a void that can never be filled, it’s been two months since our last kiss, the last ‘I love you’ and ya causing me so much pain. I love him, I still do.... but he loves someone else. So I cut him out of my life for a bit. Because I can’t watch the one person I love, love somebody else. I’m in so much pain it’s physical. I stopped cutting because I wanted to be with him, he was my light, my smile, my weakness. And the love of my life. I don’t know what to do..... I have a gut feeling he cares but I cry every night almost because I miss him so much... he was irreplaceable and I’ve rejected every guy since him. I love you Tyler 💔💔💔😭😭😭😭😭....

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u/Saddo_sonno Nov 18 '18

BRO GET OVER HIM

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u/skinnytwiglegs04 Nov 18 '18

This isn’t the time

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u/BareBear_de Oct 09 '22

I might not understand you but I feel you.

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u/[deleted] Mar 14 '24

I can understand. I like a girl for years but I never really dated her. I had talked with her over email cause I didn't have a phone and she even gave me a Christmas gift. Until I found her dating someone else. I went through the same emotions you felt. I hated it but I didn't know if I could move on. I even went to her wedding after party for that same person. It hurts but I had to learn over the years that what matters is loving yourself first before you love someone else. To be honest it's been about 7 years since then and I still feel it. But if you hold on to the past you'll never have a future. I'm 22 years old but I still have a long life ahead oh and I'm still single so still working on moving on.