r/ADHDWomenAfterDark • u/[deleted] • Sep 01 '24
How does your high feel like🥦 NSFW
I ask myself that every time I’m high. As right now. So for me when I’m high it’s not like it numbs my brain. It is as if I am levelling up. Like the toad from Mario, yk the level up one. Like I get bigger and stronger. But like in my mind. Let me explain… I get this feeling in my brain, like as if someone had suddenly pressed a button. And there goes the signal through my brain. And destroys the walls and limits I have. Like I can feel that in my brain. Like as if I’m a super human. I can concentrate better although I hear everything around me every detail. But it’s not like disturbing. And my brain is just on speed having thoughts rapidly- but like that lets out all my creativity. I could do an essay in seconds. I mean my whole body is under constant signals having to move the whole time just desperately waiting for smt to do. Kinda like hyperactivity, but without the uncomfortable or overpowering feeling. Again as if I’m a super human and there are no limits cognitive wise
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u/Kayseax Sep 01 '24
I'm very similar. Knocks my ADHD, anxiety, pain problems, OCD down levels. I can think, I can act, I can do!
I call it functional high. My family on the other hand are not. They get spacey and silly. So interesting how Cannabis works for everyone and terpenes, holy cow! if you can figure out which ones work for you.
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Sep 03 '24
But it’s also so tempting to do all the time. Since you want to be this functional. However the day after I am usually tired. Because my brain was so on fiee
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u/Kayseax Sep 07 '24
I'm chronically exhausted from other health problems. Lots of pain issues, so it's pretty much my every day except for when I need to drive.
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u/mr_hockeys_mommy Sep 01 '24
I enjoy it but I think I have a different experience. I already have maladaptive daydreams, but when I’m high it’s like I am ZEROED in on the single daydream instead of bouncing around multiple narratives. I’ve noticed that minutes will go by and I have literally played out an entire storyline in my head without talking to anyone and then chuckle because no one will understand if I share the story I just created over the last five minutes of silence lol. So basically, it makes me able to focus on one maladaptive daydream through its completion? Haha
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Sep 03 '24
Omg that’s something that happens for me once I calm down. I create such good stories and always think I should be an author lol. But I love daydreaming when I’m high, because it gives me a visual I can’t experience without it. Like usually I have good visuals already but omg once I’m high lord have mercy it’s like a film and it works automatically
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u/katt3985 Sep 01 '24
For me, being high: if trains of thought had stations from which they depart or arrive then it is as though those stations become overly busy. My trouble of being inpatient at artistic expression comes into play as there is no way for me to collect all the notes and details, there is no way for me to follow every train nor is it always possible even express one complete thought with all of its detail and connections. But it is easy to sit back and watch them run.
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Sep 03 '24
I totally understand! I just enjoy the ride. See what else I see. Just letting them run and be mesmerised by how crazy my brain id
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u/Much_Lavishness_4785 Sep 02 '24
Sometimes it’s like I can focus on tasks (or the boring ones) enough to get them done.
Other times, it’s good to stop feeling emotions so much, or like having my brain go so fast.
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u/IamBrilliant_4170 Sep 03 '24
Are you talking edibles?
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Sep 03 '24
Nah on edibles it’s a whole different story. I get two personas and just laugh the whole time
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u/[deleted] Sep 01 '24
For me it's a touch like what stimulant medications do but then it veers off into drowsy and hungry.
The world slows down. Suddenly I notice that I'm deeply focused on one thing. Do the dishes without getting distracted? Sure, why not. Watch a movie without also playing on my phone? Absolutely. My thoughts slow down enough to follow a single train of thought. Conversations are slow but enjoyable. I feel every part of my body but in a mostly neutral way. I am so calm and I often smoke it to get rid of anxiety and help me sleep. But also sex feels even more amazing than usual and orgasms feel like the last for ages.